Foods

I almost caved today... Big time. Browsing on facebook when I see my friend post something about hotdogs (I love a good hotdog). There this new place near my house called Brown Bears Hotdogs. Holy shit balls!! Its monday and I have decided what food I will cheat with this weekend. I'm thinking the Protein Dog and the Pizza Dog. Oh efff the weekend is so far away. :/ Lets hope I dont cave sooner.

People

There are some people in this world that you miss. There are some people that will pull you in and reject you. There are some people that you push away and they come back. 

I miss someone in my past. Lord knows why. I know why.

Once upon a time, I was younger, more free. Then i met this guy. He was good, nice, and shady (Like i cared at the moment). I liked it. Then I got burned. Then he came back. It was a different kind of fun. Nothing to worry about. Then I removed him from my life. 

I miss him. As a friend.

Think about all the times you miss someone. Why do you miss them? What part did you play?

I realize that you shouldn't remove anyone from your life. People will flow in and out. 

Foods/Working out

So today I decided to have a cheat day. It started off after I took a nap. I woke up with an amazing appetite and I ate a granola bar. After that my sister came home and I was still hungry and I convinced her to go eat (I was actually trying to convince myself to eat). Ugh cheat day in the middle of the week? No bueno. Anyways I was really good. Chinese chicken salad, har kow, pork buns, mu sho, and rice. Hey if you're going to cheat, make sure it's fucking good!

Smoking

So instead of buying more cigarettes, I bought these. Blu cigs. I want to stop smoking and I figure this is a good way to start. I've tried many times before with just as many times failing. I have step one down, admitting I have a problem. Quit via switching to another form of nicotine intake? Sure ill try this one. I have a couple of weeks. I'm trying to stop for my mom. It's her birthday in a couple of weeks.

Outline

I will outline my posts as:

Working out

Smoking

Foods

People

Self

First post

I have started this blog as a form of accountability, to lay out my thoughts, to overview my never ending goals, and to keep learning from others and myself.